Category: Christianity

  • Depression lurks

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    Depression lurks in the darkness, silent and still.  I try reading the scriptures.  “Now unto Him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us.”  Ephesians 3:20.  Trying to fill up on who I am and what I have in Christ.  Depression is patient and quiet.  I read:  “But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus.”

    I have let cares overtake my faith.  Inch-by-inch they worm into my heart and my emotions and all I can see is that my life doesn’t line up with what God says about me.  God says, “Ye are of God, little children, and have overcome them:  because greater is he that is in you, than he that is in the world.”  I John 4:4.  I should be an overcomer,  But all I can see is inadequacy and failure.

    TRUTH

    What is the truth?  Depression joins me as I muddle between cares I often can’t control and truths I’ve let slip, foolishly.  Meditating on the word, I remember God’s truth is the highest truth.  There is no higher truth!  When my life, whether it be health, finances, time, or emotions run amok, does not line up with Gods word, it’s time to reexamine God’s truth and acknowledge that I’ve believed a lie!

    Reading the word out loud and praising God for who He sees I am, allows the Holy Spirit to bring peace.  It brings clarity and vision.  It is very important to get in the word.  Every time I have realized what was happening and begin to praise God I leave depression in the dust.

    Settling in with His word I read, “Thy faith may become effectual by the acknowledging of every good thing which is in you in Christ Jesus” Philemon 6.  What better way to see provision for myself than by soaking in the scripture.  He has provided a complete plan, covering every circumstance.  Praise God!  I confess:  “The peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus” Philippians 4:7.

    Depression readily leaves as I take time to align with God, instead of my own thoughts and emotions.

  • The Power of Your Words

    The Power of Your Words, a small book, is full of scripture.  Two authors, Don Gossett and E.W. Kenyon, take turns presenting chapters from the scripture on our words.  Written to encourage Christians to pay attention to the words coming out of their mouths, it has been a huge blessing to me.  These men have both written many other books, which I recommend you read.  You may order The Power of Your Words through your local bookstore or find it on Amazon.

    I had this book passed on to me by my daughter Hannah, over two years ago.  I began reading it and though I have a long way to go, I am beginning to see a difference in the way we’re living.  When we speak God’s heart He is free to work.  When we speak satan’s heart he is free to work.  (Can’t capitalize satan, just can’t!)   Am I grumbling, complaining, and railing?  Why, where does that come from?  Where does praise, a joyful heart, and positive affirmation come from?

    The book opens with Kenyon giving the introduction.  “For a long time I was confused over the fact that in my own life and the lives of others there was a continual sense of defeat and failure.  I prayed for the sick.  I knew that the Bible was true, and I searched diligently to find the leakage.  One day I saw Hebrews 4:14, that we are to hold fast to our confession.”  In the third chapter of Hebrews, I discovered that Christianity is called ‘The Great Confession’.  I asked myself, ‘What confession am I to hold fast?’  I am to hold fast to my confession of the absolute integrity of the Bible.  I am to hold fast to the confession of the redemptive work of Christ.  I am to hold fast to my confession of the New Creation, of receiving the Life and Nature of God.  I am to hold fast to the confession that God is the strength of my life.”  He goes onto say, “Hold fast to the confession that ‘Surely He hath borne my sicknesses and carried my diseases, and that by His stripes I am healed’ (Isaiah 53:4-5).
    He says “I found it very difficult to hold fast to the confession of perfect healing when I had pain in my body.”

    So this small book began my journey.  Of not saying all words that crossed my mind, and of trying to listen and hear what God might have me say.  I would never have believed, training myself to shut-up! could take so lonnnng…  It is slow!  and more often that not I am repenting, and starting over.  Or, believe it or not, asking someone to please forgive me for what I’ve just said. : /  Dear reader, if you are not a talker then you will not have to deal with shutting up, begin to memorize the word, and speak it out.  Say what God says!!

    Proverbs 18:20,21 says, “A man’s belly shall be satisfied with the fruit of his mouth; and with the increase of his lips shall he be filled.”  “Death and life are in the power of the tongue:  and they that love it shall eat the fruit thereof.”  How powerful our tongue is.  And it is powerful both ways.  You will get what you say!  Here is another in Proverbs 13:2  “A man shall eat good by the fruit of his mouth:  but the soul of the transgressors shall eat violence.  He that keepeth his mouth keepeth his life:  but he that openeth wide his lips shall have destruction.” God is pretty clear on language, isn’t He?
    We can only make our confession as we know what the word says.  Kenyon makes an interesting observation: Faith holds fast to the confession of the Word.  Sense Knowledge holds fast to the confession of physical evidences.  If God, during creation, had held fast to sense knowledge creation would never have happened.  He would have seen darkness and that would have been the end of it.  In the New Testament Lazarus would have still been in the grave as Christ would have heard the report from Martha and thought about the stink and quit! The snake bite was fatal was Paul to lay down and die.  Instead God spoke what he wanted created, Christ called Lazarus forth.  Paul knew he was healed. (Isaiah 53:5) The scripture is full of people creating destiny.  In Exodus 14:12, the people ask Moses if he has taken them out of Egypt to die in the wilderness?  They did die in the wilderness, except for Joshua and Caleb, two who knew the power of the tongue.  Caleb’s report, when he looked at the promised land was:  Let us go up at once and possess it, for we are well able to overcome it.  All of the Israelites had seen God’s miracles and provision.  Only these two understood God.  David told Saul in I Samuel 17:37 that God had delivered him out of the paw of the lion and the bear and He will deliver me out of the hand of this Phillistine.  In verse 46 David says to Goliath, “This day will the Lord deliver thee into mine hand; and I will smite thee, and take thine head from thee; and I will give the carcases of the host of Phillistines this day unto the fowls of the air, and to the wild beasts of the earth, that all may know that there is a God in Israel….. for the battle is the Lord’s.”  These men of God envisioned what God wanted and spoke it.  They had a heart for God, and faith in God.  They knew God!

    This isn’t an easy road.  Changing our thinking is hard work.  Ask God to help you hear what your saying.  And to zip your lips. : )  It amazed me when I would start to say words and get a check.  Learn to listen to the still small voice!  Speak what God speaks and do what God does.  And we’ll be on the road to a powerful Christian walk!

  • Redeeming procrastination

    My ability to procrastinate is only outclassed by my ability to ignore the procrastination itself.  I have no guilt with either of these activities.  As I am sitting here writing this post, I look around my office and see that it is obscured with unfinished and incomplete, dusty, objects I hesitate to call sin.   God on the other hand disagrees with me, as I can see in the scriptures.  Ephesians 5:16 says, Redeeming the time, because the days are evil and Colosians 4:5 says, walk in wisdom toward them that are without, redeeming the time.  These verses are specifically speaking of our walk with the Lord in an evil time, so I may be taking liberality with the word, but God’s conviction on my heart to be faithful in the little things weighs pretty heavily. : (   My excuses carry concern only for myself, as God is so much bigger.

    One of my excuses is lazy.  I simply don’t put things away that will  be gotten back out within short periods of time. Procrastination has cluttered my desk and left me with the ability to find nothing! Another, I’m visual so if I can see things I remember them.  Again this has deepened the piles on my desk and left me searching for missing items. Another is fear.  Several years ago, I felt like we should try do a bicycle safety class with the police department in our town.  I did not act on this until much time had passed.  At that point when I talked to an officer there was absolutely no interest in doing it.  How sad that I was not faithful.  Children are better protected with bicycle safety.  Another is indecision.  Whether the debris of clutter has no home, or doesn’t belong to me, is not ample excuse for doing nothing.  God is a good decision maker : ))  And James says to ask Him for wisdom…..  I’m sure you can think of other excuses, that I have not mentioned.  This sin is deeply rooted and it’s past time for removal.  I’m glad God’s God, because yikes!  this is a pattern from childhood and I don’t even realize what’s happening until later.

    I scold my children for not standing where they are supposed to be, whether in school work, housework or lessons of life.  As soldiers of old, stood on the walls of the city, ready for battle, I want my children ready. Standing where they are placed, alert, and armoured.  And now here am I poorly positioned, unprepared, somewhat careless really.  Ask God to show you areas in your life that He wants to change, and be glorified in.  “God forgive me for this sin of procrastination.  For not being faithful, for not taking the little things seriously.  For believing I could build with such a poor foundation piece.  Open my eyes to see each false step, for quick repentance and turning around. Give me wisdom to deal with this mess I’ve created, and to train my children so they don’t fall into the same trap. Thank you Father”.

  • Sourcing His Presence Day by Day

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    I have been listening to some cd’s by Katie Souza.   Her conviction that everything starts, proceeds, and ends in Jesus, has stirred my heart.  She is sourcing His presence.  Over the last 3 years I have spent more and more time with Him, through the day.  But as we all know there is more!   Her walk with God is dynamic.  A women who calls me to come closer to her Saviour.   Have you read or listened to someone who stirred your heart for a deeper walk with Jesus?  She stirs my heart with conviction.  And also makes me fear failure.  Is it possible for me to live in Christ?  Will I fail to draw close?  Maybe from hardness of heart and lack of interest?  Will I be willing to spend more hours a day with Him or will I shirk, enjoying the pleasures of my home and family?

    Though the calling to come closer may not look the same for all of us, it is a calling on all of our lives.   God’s call for extreme fellowship, ultimately frees us to be all we can be. His calling with conviction, will also make our paths straight.  He will bring light for us to see, and strength to do.  (John 8:12, Ps 27:1)   In all of these things I’m more than a conqueror  Romans 8:37. Surely He has prepared my way to draw close and be sourced from Him.  I have seen irritations and offenses not affect me because I was walking close to Jesus.   I think of it like oil, and the pressures of life washed over me because I was in His presence.  Where do I begin, except sacrificing my time. Do you find it hard to focus more on Jesus?   How we say no to the temporal and yes to the eternal.  This is hard?  Yes, it is.  I am a doer, and I like to be moving.  Will you also begin to focus more on the Kings of Kings, and Lord of Lords, making Him preeminent. Please feel free to share your experiences with time in His presence.

  • A life of all or nothing

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    I tend to be an all or nothing type of person, and it doesn’t lead to good convos or life relationships : /  People are rather startled by my talk.  And they don’t know what to think of my lifestyle.  So that all said.  What does God want in this life, I call mine?  How do I surrender and walk with a God who hates sin, but always love me.   Who sees what I can be when I’ve just offended the 10th person in a row…. I have forgiveness and redemption from Him.   Thank God for forgiveness, for redemption, and for the sanctification that is mine as I walk in obedience… Thank God that He never quits, never gives up and never holds a grudge…. I want to be like that.. Do I have a message with my all or nothing?  Well possibly God wants to hone. : ))   And yet He made me this way and He calls me beautiful!  Are there rough edges that He wants dealt with?  Of course!  But it’s His job as I walk in surrender…. It’s not my burden to reform myself, nor critique or grumble… Just bow my heart, repent and praise…  It’s His job to do a good work in me, and I SUBMIT!!   I surrender to my Father, who loves me, and has the best for me.  I surrender to my Father who never quits, whose never miserable over my failures, who never thinks I’m hopeless.  I am blessed, seated in heavenly places with my FATHER!  And I’m beginning to look like HIM!